A LIFE OF GRIEVING, I’M GLAD TO BE LEAVING.
THIS DOESN’T MEAN THERE ISN’T JOY,
THE BIRTH
OF A GIRL, THE BIRTH OF A BOY,
THE PRIDE
THAT BEING A PARENT CAN BRING,
IT’S LIKE
NO OTHER – TO HAVE AN OFFSPRING,
NOTHING
COMPARES TO THE LOVE OF A CHILD,
EVERYTHING
ELSE IN CONTRAST IS MILD,
BUT WHEN
THEY ARE TAKEN TO HEAVEN TOO SOON,
THE PAIN’S
SO INTENSE, THEIR BODY WAS RUINED,
YOU FEEL
LIKE CHEER WILL NEVER RETURN,
THE SCENE
OF THEIR DYING WILL EVER BURN,
IN THE EYE
OF YOUR MIND AS YOU RECALL,
THEIR PASSING
ON, THAT MOMENT OF PALL,
THE
FUNERAL’S SO SAD, THOUGH OTHERS SMILE,
YOU TRY TO
BE NICE, AND CAN FOR A WHILE,
BUT WHEN
YOU’RE ALONE, THE BURIAL DONE,
THE WEIGHT
OF THE GRIEF IS LIKE MANY A TON,
YOU CRY AND CRY, THE TEARS DO NOT CEASE,
BUT IT’S
HEALTHY TO HAVE SUCH A MOURNFUL RELEASE,
‘CAUSE
WEEPING WILL END, THE FREQUENCY LESS,
AND JESUS
EVENTUALLY YOUR HEART WILL BLESS,
WITH
MEMORIES SWEET, BUT NOT RIGHT AWAY,
BUT THEY
WILL RETURN, DAY AFTER DAY,
YOU THINK
OF THE SON OR DAUGHTER YOU LOVE,
AND KNOW
THEY’RE AT PEACE, IN GLORY ABOVE.
AND LIFE
DOES GO ON, IT MUST DON’T YOU SEE,
FOR GOD
HAS A PLAN JUST FOR YOU AND FOR ME,
TO GRIEVE
NOT AS OTHERS, BE IT WOMAN OR MAN,
BUT TO
OFFER THEM COMFORT, AS NO ONE ELSE CAN,
THE HOPE
OF ETERNITY, BLISSFUL AND CALM,
MENDING
THE SOUL, THE SPIRITUAL BALM,
THAT JESUS
PROVIDES TO THE BROKEN OF HEART,
AND WE ARE
HIS VESSELS, HIS LOVE TO IMPART,
WITHOUT IT
MANKIND WOULD BE IN DISPAIR,
THINKING
THAT GOD UP ABOVE DOESN’T CARE,
BUT EVEN
TO DOUBTERS HE GIVES THIS GREAT GIFT,
THEIR
SPIRITS TO LIGHTEN, THEIR BURDENS TO LIFT,
THEY MAY
NOT BELIEVE IT IS HE WHO IS HEALING,
THEY ONLY
ADMIT THAT IT’S SOMETHING THEY’RE FEELING,
THAT MAKES
IT MORE BEARABLE, LIVING WITH PAIN,
FOR INTO EACH LIFE HE SENDS SUNSHINE AND RAIN,
BECAUSE OF
HIS LOVE AND HIS MERCY AND GRACE,
WE
EVENTUALLY LEARN, IT IS HIS KIND EMBRACE.
I GREIVE FOR MISTAKES AND SINS I’VE COMMITTED,
AND EVEN
FOR THOSE THAT I KNOW I’VE OMMITTED,
MY MEMORY
SHOWS ME EACH ERROR I’VE MADE,
AND I FEEL
SO SORRY, I WALLOW AND WADE,
IN THE PAST,
IF ONLY LIKE PAUL IN HIS LETTER,
I COULD
FORGET THEM AND FEEL MUCH BETTER,
LOOKING
ONLY AHEAD NOT AT WHAT’S IN THE PAST,
AND
GETTING A PEACE THAT WON’T FADE BUT WILL LAST,
I THINK IN
MY YOUTH, BEFORE I WAS EIGHT,
I WAS
HAPPY WITH LIFE, IT WASN’T TOO LATE,
THE GRIEF
HADN’T COME YET, YOUTH HAD ITS BLISS,
I HADN’T
YET LEARNED WHAT IS WAS TO MISS,
A MAN IN
MY LIFE, A FATHER’S EFFECT,
SOMEONE TO
HELP ME, TO GUIDE AND DIRECT,
BUT
ILLNESS HAD STARTED ITS WICKED ADVANCE,
AND ONLY
AT FORTY, MY DAD HAD NO CHANCE,
FOR CHEMO
WAS NOT AN OPTION BACK THEN,
IT DOES NO
GOOD TO WISH IT HAD BEEN,
SO HE
PASSED AWAY, DYING OF CANCER,
AND I HAD
TO ASK GOD FOR AN ANSWER,
SO I READ
THROUGH THE BIBLE, HIS WORD TO US ALL,
AND FOUND
PEACE AND COMFORT, AND LEARNED OF HIS CALL,
TO COME
UNTO HIM, AND FIND REST FOR MY SOUL,
HE STARTED
THE WORK TO RESTORE ME TO WHOLE,
ALL THINGS
TOGETHER WORK OUT FOR THE BEST,
TO THOSE
WHO LOVE GOD AND ARE CALLED TO BE BLEST,
HIS LOVE
KNOWS NO BOUNDARY, LIMIT, OR END,
SO TRUST
IN THE MERCY OF JESUS, MY FRIEND
THOSE WHO ARE LIVING A LIFE WITHOUT GRIEF,
MAY NOT
UNDERSTAND WHAT I WRITE ON THIS LEAF,
WHEN
SADNESS PREVAILS OVER SO MANY YEARS,
AND
LAUGHTER GIVES WAY TO UNSTOPPABLE TEARS,
THEN
HEAVEN’S APPEAL LOOKS INVITING TO REACH,
WITH
VISIONS OF REST ON THAT GLORIOUS BEACH,
CROSSING
THE RIVER OF DEATH IS EXCITING,
DYING IS
NOT A THING TO BE FIGHTING,
SO AFTER A
LIFE OF ALL OF THIS GRIEVING,
I REALLY
AM LOOKING FORWARD TO LEAVING.
COPYRIGHT 2012 BY CARL E GUSTAFSON
MY COMPUTER – MY MEMORIES
FOR PLACES I’LL NEVER SEE AGAIN
WHERE I USED TO LOVE TO GO
I’LL PULL UP GOOGLE ON MY SCREEN
AND FIND STREET LEVEL VIEWS
AND IN MY MIND I’M THERE ONCE MORE
GETTING READY TO VISIT MY MOM
AND THE HOUSE OF MY GRANDPA
AND FAMILYS’ AND FRIENDS’
AND DINERS I’VE SO ENJOYED
I SEE THE HOMES OF MY CHILDREN
AND DREAM OF MANY A VISIT
WISHING SO HARD IT WERE REAL
BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES FLOOD MY SOUL
THEN I LOOK AWAY FROM THE SIGHT
AND THE THOUGHTS DISAPPEAR
BUT I KNOW I CAN RETURN IN MY MEMORY
MY COMPUTER IS ALWAYS THERE
A Mother's Love
Of all the special joys in life,
The big ones and the small,
A mother's love and tenderness
Is the greatest of them all
"Her children arise and call her blessed;
Her husband also, and he praises
her!"
GOD WORKS IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS
This is a new verse to "The Love of God."
THE SOWER
A SOWER WENT OUT TO SOW,
SPRING IS SILENT ONCE AGAIN
LOOK AND LIVE
WIN THE WAR AGAINST TERROR
THE VANITY OF POLITICS
ME MUDDER’S SOUP
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